Welcome to your Confessional!

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Miguel - Foe
Anie - Foe
John - Foe
Hodges - Foe
Robby - Foe
Spencer - Foe
Tommy- Foe

Purple Cat - miguel
Cow Pattern Horse - Brandon
Bright Orange Ostrich - Owen
Green Giraffe - Spencer
Pink Buffalo - John
Bright Pink Cat - Anie
"Every Color That Exists" Bird - Robby
Vibrant Purple Flamingo - Tommy

Advantage: Tommy
Disadvantage: Miguel

20 ounces to Robby, Hodges, Spencer, Anie, and John

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I HATE FUCKING EVERYONE

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This could be my last post in here while I'm still in the game, but a small update:

I wanted to try to get the idol from Spencer but he ignored my messages all day. However, he was still apparently around enough to decide that he was voting me out, alongside Tommy, Hodges and Robby. So my chances of an idol are at this point 0....

However, my other plan is to tie the vote 4-4. John, Anie, and I are all currently waiting for Miguel to get his ass online and vote with us. Idk where to go from here.... Hopefully to rocks so I'm safe. Maybe whoever we don't vote for will flip hoping to not have to do rocks. Idk. We will see I guess...

If this is goodbye, I've done all I could do. Spencer and Tommy are spineless followers of Hodges/Robby and deserve nothing in this game.

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As usual, I'm here to bitch before a major competition.

I'm so fucking scared of tonight I've gotten everything read though and all I can do is hope I can go fast as fuck without my wifi acting up. It's four against two at this point so they have twice the amount of people but John and I have experience and I ran through the one from last season...

Tommy is still be sketchy as fuck so idk if there's any hope for me tonight especially since they targetted me last week. I just don't know what to do but there's so many ways tonight could go if John or myself lose then all of a sudden it's me vs him and I don't want that at all.

please let me win jesus I just need now

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[12:13:10 AM] Hodges: Ok so I have a weird question.. I asked John earlier too.. If the three blues make it.. Would you vote for me or Tommy? Or would it be based on our answers..
[12:13:10 AM] Hodges: Sorry I know that's rand
[12:13:15 AM] Hodges: Random
[12:13:33 AM] Captain Owem: I think it would depend on answers I mean
[12:13:52 AM] Captain Owem: I'm leaning towards you lol like you've been a threat the whole time people thought you would win the game and you're still here
[12:13:52 AM] Captain Owem: but
[12:14:06 AM] Captain Owem: Tommy has technically done more in my opinion. Or what he HAS done has been more up front I guess
[12:14:13 AM] Captain Owem: So honestly it's the answers
[12:14:30 AM] Captain Owem: I think once Tommy gets to the end he's all of a sudden going to reveal his game and people will see how good it actually was
[12:15:37 AM] Hodges: That's fair. I just know I have to win next challenge or I think I'm ouy
[12:16:18 AM] Hodges: Out**
[12:16:27 AM] Captain Owem: I think so too.
[12:16:30 AM] Captain Owem: Well
[12:16:32 AM] Captain Owem: Maybe idk
[12:16:34 AM] Captain Owem: last night
[12:16:56 AM] Captain Owem: wwhen everyone was panicking
[12:17:10 AM] Captain Owem: tommy was talking about how he sees you as a threat
[12:17:13 AM] Captain Owem: and I agree
[12:17:24 AM] Captain Owem: Like I think they realize I guess yeah
[12:18:34 AM] Captain Owem: Do you think you can win it?
[12:18:37 AM] Hodges: Well I don't see it.. But I guess they all do. I'm not saying I'll lose but I think Tommy has just as fair of a shot at winning then me
[12:18:53 AM] Hodges: As do you and kohnb
[12:18:56 AM] Hodges: John
[12:19:17 AM] Captain Owem: I think so too. But I think people like Jess/Robby/Miguel/Ryan will vote for you
[12:19:31 AM] Hodges: I never talked to
Miguel or Ryan hahahah
[12:19:39 AM] Hodges: I doubt they wouod
[12:19:40 AM] Captain Owem: I just have a feeling haha idk
[12:20:55 AM] Hodges: I guess I just have to win the next one
[12:21:19 AM] Hodges: No one s go a make a deal with me now lol
[12:21:57 AM] Hodges: I mean you and John lol
[12:22:06 AM] Captain Owem: Wait what?
[12:23:01 AM] Hodges: Nothing. I guess I meant I'm sure if you or John win next challenge Id be getting votes
[12:23:18 AM] Hodges: So I just gotta wib
[12:23:25 AM] Captain Owem: I would be willing to make a deal but I don't know if that's exactly what you had in mind.
[12:24:03 AM] Captain Owem: I'm in that boat too though like
[12:24:16 AM] Captain Owem: I need to win both this one and the next one or I'm done for
[12:24:46 AM] Hodges: Not if they think I'm a threat
[12:25:11 AM] Hodges: They could win next one and still vote me
[12:25:27 AM] Captain Owem: I guess
[12:25:33 AM] Captain Owem: They could just as easily do that now though
[12:25:53 AM] Captain Owem: Either way if we're both here next round it's going to be one of us, yeah
[12:25:57 AM] Hodges: Right but that's less chance both make finals
[12:26:15 AM] Captain Owem: Which basically means Spencer/Tommy are at this point final three no matter what
[12:26:38 AM] Hodges: Well it doesn't have to be...
[12:26:51 AM] Captain Owem: What did you have in mind?
[12:27:16 AM] Captain Owem: I know that we haven't been the most trusting of each other lol like I remember back before it was seven we both kind of were waiting for the other to make a move. But at this point I'm open to literally anything.
[12:28:50 AM] Hodges: I don't see myself winning next challenge .. I'm not great... But I'm open to do what I need to if I'm on the block
[12:29:07 AM] Hodges: But I doubt anyone would keep me if you won
[12:29:35 AM] Hodges: But I do trust them
[12:29:48 AM] Hodges: And I want to believe they have my back
[12:30:07 AM] Hodges: So I just have to win lol
[12:30:40 AM] Captain Owem: I mean they do until it's their asses on the line. Last night John was trying to tell people what to do and Spencer was alright with voting you or Robby out
[12:30:54 AM] Captain Owem: It's just by the time John told him to vote you he had already cast his vote, apparently
[12:31:10 AM] Captain Owem: idk if that's what really happened or not but spencer said to me 'hodges would be fine if it weren't for the fact that I just cast my vote for robby'
[12:31:36 AM] Captain Owem: I would trust them too, if I were you. But you're right... If I were to win now and then win again next round I don't think they'd have trouble flipping
[12:31:36 AM] Captain Owem: at all
[12:32:20 AM] Captain Owem: [4/8/2015 12:14:39 AM] Captain Owem: Only if we vote hodges now I guess
[4/8/2015 12:14:46 AM] Spencer: fuck
[4/8/2015 12:14:50 AM] Captain Owem: is that ok?
[4/8/2015 12:14:55 AM] Captain Owem: I don't think john is budging
[4/8/2015 12:14:55 AM] Spencer: fuckfuckfuck it would be okay if
[4/8/2015 12:15:02 AM] Spencer: I didn't just vote Robby honestly sorry
[12:33:09 AM] Hodges: Yea I mean it was a crazy night
[12:33:18 AM] Captain Owem: I know haha it was insane
[12:33:29 AM] Captain Owem: idk
[12:33:42 AM] Captain Owem: Are you saying that you would like to try to put yourself into a position where it wasn't do or die next round?
[12:33:52 AM] Captain Owem: Or are you just telling me this for the sake of telling someone?
[12:35:43 AM] Hodges: well I mean obviously I just really want to make finals. (Like we all do) I haven't talked to you about a lot of this stuff and I guess I want to see where Your head was at
[12:36:23 AM] Hodges: I mean I honestly don't think there's much I can do if you win the next challenge.
[12:36:34 AM] Hodges: But you are a freaking beast!!!
[12:36:56 AM] Captain Owem: I've been doing my best cause I have to haha but I don't think I'll win four times in a row
[12:36:59 AM] Captain Owem: I guess like...
[12:37:03 AM] Captain Owem: this is how I see it.
[12:38:39 AM] Captain Owem: The three of you are setting yourselves up in a kind of risky situation because you're right - if john or myself wins the final immunity, then the three of you are kind of screwed. And most likely it's you, because I can't see spencer or tommy turning on one another. So I really feel like what would be smartest is if you did make a move now against one of them. Which I know is risky as well but it opens up your options in the final round. If both John and myself are in the final four only one of us can win immunity and the other will be an easy target.
[12:38:49 AM] Captain Owem: Which I guess doesn't make sense if you're looking at john and I as a pair but
[12:38:53 AM] Captain Owem: I don't really see it that way.
[12:39:04 AM] Captain Owem: John at this point is probably my biggest competition in the whole game
[12:39:13 AM] Captain Owem: He's been in pretty much the exact same situations as I have
[12:39:18 AM] Captain Owem: But
[12:39:24 AM] Captain Owem: He's done more of the move-making
[12:39:28 AM] Captain Owem: he orchestrated the rocks when anie left
[12:39:33 AM] Captain Owem: he did most of the talking last night
[12:39:46 AM] Captain Owem: I've done everything john has but I really feel like he's done a little more game-wise
[12:39:49 AM] Captain Owem: He has thre gas masks like
[12:39:52 AM] Captain Owem: idk
[12:40:10 AM] Captain Owem: he's playing hard and playing well and I know I've won more ocmpetitions than he has but as a game overall I wouldn't feel comfortable sitting at the end with him
[12:40:24 AM] Captain Owem: And I know that somewhere deep down he feels the same way
[12:40:47 AM] Captain Owem: so if it's so much as you voting out spencer/tommy this round and then me voting john with you guys next round (or him voting me with you guys)
[12:40:53 AM] Captain Owem: I don't think that's actually too far fetched
[12:41:01 AM] Captain Owem: I'm not in any way tied to john at this point
[12:41:03 AM] Captain Owem: the gas masks are gone
[12:41:12 AM] Captain Owem: the only reason we're pinned together is because we aren't in your three
[12:41:17 AM] Captain Owem: but if the three is no longer there
[12:41:21 AM] Captain Owem: it's anybodys game
[12:42:12 AM] Hodges: but its hard to say whether you guys would turn on each other
[12:42:16 AM] Captain Owem: I know
[12:42:22 AM] Captain Owem: That's what's frustrating about it lol
[12:42:25 AM] Captain Owem: nobody's going to believe me
[12:42:31 AM] Hodges: which makes itsuperhard to make that choice
[12:42:34 AM] Captain Owem: I know.
[12:42:43 AM] Captain Owem: But even if we don't like the most john or myself could do is tie
[12:42:49 AM] Captain Owem: and nobody is going to want to go to rocks
[12:43:38 AM] Captain Owem: I've kept my word in this game to anyone who has been willing to accept it. That's pretty much the one thing I've prided myself on like... Ryan wanted to vote out John and I told him I wouldn't do it. It made him flip on me but I was honest and I kept my word.
[12:43:53 AM] Captain Owem: I've been loyal to my promises in this game and I think it would be the best move for you if you're looking to get to the finals
[12:44:06 AM] Captain Owem: otherwise you're probably right in that it could very well be you if you lose that competition
[12:44:25 AM] Captain Owem: when there's two rounds left going into the final tribal, it isn't a team or tribe game anymore. This is all individual
[12:45:36 AM] Captain Owem: The two of us could make the choice right now to take each other to the end and I'm pretty much 100% we could do it. I just know that you probably don't trust my word lol
[12:45:52 AM] Captain Owem: But you have to understand my back is up against the wall just as much, if not more, than yours is
[12:47:13 AM] Hodges: its not that i don't trust you.. but if its just you and i.. the others could still get me out
[12:47:26 AM] Hodges: or force a tie
[12:47:52 AM] Captain Owem: I guess so... Hm
[12:48:27 AM] Captain Owem: I guess that's what the point of splitting up tommy/spencer now is
[12:48:36 AM] Captain Owem: Or what the benefit would be
[12:48:48 AM] Captain Owem: If there's only one of them next round that person can't force a tie
[12:49:03 AM] Captain Owem: but once again that's putting trust in me that I'll keep my word and keep you safe
[12:50:16 AM] Hodges: Let me think about it
[12:50:36 AM] Captain Owem: Alright
[12:50:48 AM] Hodges: I will think about it on the bus tomorrow haha
[12:51:13 AM] Captain Owem: It's up to you but yeah I'll pretty much do anything at this point. Either way it's a risk though, no matter what you do haha. Just like... One risk depends on a competition and the other idk what it depends on
[12:51:17 AM] Captain Owem: but yeah think about it for sure
[12:51:20 AM] Captain Owem: thank you for coming to me

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